Swing of It

I cant get into the swing of it. I cant stop over eating. I delude myself into thinking i havent eaten that much. But than i use to eat less than 300 cals a day. God knows how many i eat now.

Last night i through up because i ate to much, i havent lost any weight since i came back last year and im miserable when i see photos of my old self. I dont know what to do or how to fix myself.

Help me....